I am a year-old straight guy who recently broke up with my girlfriend of more than four years. One of the reasons we broke up was a general lack of sexual compatibility.
She had a particular aversion to oral sex—both giving and receiving. I didn't get a blow job the whole time we were together.
Which brings me to why I am writing: One of my closest friends, "Sam," is a gay guy. Shortly after breaking up with my girlfriend, I was discussing my lack of oral sex with him and he said he'd be willing to "help me out.
I was glad to get some and had no hang-ups about a guy sucking me. Since then, Sam has blown me three more times. My problem is I am starting to feel guilty and worry I am using Sam. He's a very good buddy, and I'm concerned this lopsided sexual arrangement might be bad for our friendship.
Sam knows I am not into guys and I'm never going to reciprocate, and I feel like this is probably not really fair to No one sucks better than gays. But these are literally the only blow jobs I've received since I was a teenager.
What should I do? Zooming out for a second: People constantly ask me how the person they're fucking or fisting or flogging feels about all the fucking or fisting or flogging they're doing. Guys ask me why a woman ghosted them, and women ask me if their boyfriend is secretly gay. And while No one sucks better than gays perfectly happy to speculate, I'm not a mind reader. Which means I have no way of knowing for sure why that woman ghosted you or if your boyfriend is gay—or in your case, THROAT, how Sam feels about the four unreciprocated blow jobs he's given you.
I wasn't serious—it was my way of saying, "You should really ask Sam. That's an ego booster! My first question for Sam: Is he one of those gay guys who get off on "servicing" straight guys? I swear I wasn't making a pass at my straight friend! But there was this long pause, and then he got serious and said he'd be into it.
I wondered for a minute if it would be weird for me to blow my friend, and there was definitely a bit of convincing each other that we were serious. When he started taking his clothes off, I thought, 'So this is going to happen. We even started joking about it right away. So does this lopsided sexual arrangement—blowing a straight boy who's never going to blow him—bother Sam? I really like sucking dick and I'm really enjoying sucking his dick.
He has a really nice dick! And from my perspective, we're both having fun. And, yes, I've No one sucks better than gays off thinking about it after each time I sucked him. I know—now—that he thinks it is a bit unfair to me. But I don't feel that way at all. So there is something in it for Sam. And Sam assumes that at some point, memories are all he'll have.
I had one last question: Sam is really good at sucking cock—he gives "earth-shattering" blow jobs—but is THROAT any good at getting his cock sucked? As all experienced cocksuckers know, a person can suck at getting his cock sucked: He really gets into it, he moans, he talks about how good it feels, and he lasts a long time.
That's part of what makes sucking his cock so much fun. I'm a straight guy in a LTR with a bi woman. We recently had a threesome with a bi male acquaintance. We made it clear that I'm not into guys and that she was going to be the center of attention.